1.Where have you been an hour ago?
- ntuc.

2. State your name?
- rachel.

3. Do you like your name?
- yeah.

4. Can you remember what you did on the first day of your school?
- i look innocent. and guai. and pretend im enthu.

5. What do you want to be ten years from now?
- still a living thing.

6. What do u feel upon receiving emails?
- depends what.

7. At what age you first learned to use a pc?
- pri 3!

8. Have you ever eaten any exotic food?
- ?

9. What was the last illness that you had?
- slight flu and sore throat.

10. Do you like listening to rap music?
- okay lah.

11. Have you ever thought of driving the train to uni?
- haha nope.

12. What did you do last 1st November 2005?
- im not a wonderbrain.

13. Which do you prefer? sunny days or rainy days?
- depends.

14. When was the last time you browsed the bible?
- last sunday.

16. What is the brand of your first wristwatch?
- babyG

17.Look behind your back. What do you see?
- table chair.

18. Say something about the person whom u like....
- like? person? lets talk abt smth else.

20. What did you have for breakfast today?
- bread.

21. Your last dream that you remembered?
- cant rmb any.

22. What do you usually say when you meet a person?
- i wait for the person to talk.

23. Do you agree on the saying "to forgive is to forget?
- no.

24. Last thing you held before using the computer?
- bottle.

25. What is the place u dreamed of?
- dont knw.

26. When was the last time your tears fell?
- JUST. i knw i can go and die now.

28. At what age are you ready to get married?
- dont know.

29. Long hair or short?
- shoulder length.

30. First person to turn to if you are depressed?
- you lor.

31. Whats the last movie you watched?
- my brain not working now.

32. Who was the last person you sms?
- haiyuan

34. Were you attracted to a person ten years older than you?
- no. he can go and die also.

35. Are you happy at this point of your life?
- soso.

36. What do you want to eat tomorrow?
- dont eat. the best thing in life is to sleep. then you dont think too much.

37. Are you in love now?
- ohwell.

38. With whom?
- i only feel like crying now okay. so dont ask me such qns. i'll only blahblah abt it.

39. If you could have one wish right now, what would it be?
- everything to rewind before my mum thing. then i can plan my stuff ro prevent anythign disastrous from happening.

40. By the end of the day, what do you say to yourself?
- go and die. or rather you need to die tmr. ah whatever.

Would you rather...

[ ] Ask someone out.
[x] Be asked out.

[ ] Have a sunny day.
[x]Have a rainy day.

[ ] Be blind.
[x] Be deaf.

[ ] Have it be Winter all year round.
[x] Have it be Summer all year round.

[ ] Be beautiful.
[x] Be loved.

[ ] Take a bath.
[x] Take a shower.

[x] Be born poor and die rich.
[ ] Be born rich and die poor.

[ ] Never have to go to school.
[x] Never have to go to the dentist.

[ ] Never feel physical pain.
[x] Never feel emotional pain.

[ ] Wear contacts.
[x] Wear braces.

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You are
[ ] Short. 5'0 & Shorter.
[ ] 5'1 - 5'3.
[x] 5'4 -5'6.
[ ] 5'7 - 5'9.
[ ] 5'10 - 6'1.
[ ] Tall. 6'2 & Taller.

Naturally
[ ] Blonde.
[ ] Strawberry Blonde.
[ ] Redhead.
[ ] Auburn.
[ ] Brunette.
[ ] Dirty blonde.
[ ] Light Brown.
[ ] Dark Brown.
[x] Black.
[ ] Don't Remember.

Eye Color
[ ] Blue-Eyed.
[ ] Brown-Eyed.
[ ] Green-Eyed.
[ ] Hazel Eyed.
[ ] Grey-Eyed.
[ ] Silver/Grey-Eyed.
[ ] Blue/Green-Eyed.
[ ] Blue/Grey-Eyed.
[ ] Change Colors
[x] Dark Brown-Eyed
[ ] Black!

You Have/Had
[x] Glasses
[ ] Contacts.
[ ] Braces.


Hair Length
[ ] Short.
[x] Medium.
[ ] Long Hair.
[ ] Bald.

You Like Listening To
[ ]Country.
[ ] Classical.
[ ] Techno.
[ ] Oldies.
[ ] Opera
[ ] Reggae.
[x] Emo.
[ ] 80's.
[ ] Disco.
[ ] Metal.
[x] Rock.
[x] Rap/HipHop.
[ ] R&B
[ ] Classic rock.
[ ] Polka
[x] Gospel

Brands You Like

[ ] American Eagle.
[ ] Hollister.
[ ] The Buckle
[ ]Abercrombie & Fitch.
[ ] Wet Seal.
[ ] O'Neill.
[ ] PacSun.
[ ] Aeropostale
[ ] Dickies.
[ ] Roxy.
[ ] Guess.
[ ] Hot Topic.
[ ] Tripp
[ ] Champs.
[ ] Old Navy.
[ ] Volcom.
[ ] Forever 21
[ ] Limited Too.
[ ] Goodwill.
[ ] foxy lady
[ ] 2 Cute
[ ] Other thrift stores.
[x] If I like it I'll wear it.
[x] Other

Your Confessions
[x] I am really ticklish (like seriously! no kidding (: )
[ ] I've collected comic books.
[x] I read and watch the news.
[x] I love Disney movies!
[x] I don't like killing bugs. (more like terrified of them)
[ ] I'm a pretty good cook.
[ ] i have worn pajamas to class.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] Ozzy is my hero.
[x] i like church.
[x] i always do my homework. (almost always!)
[x] I still have my pokemon cards. (okay like maybe 2 chucked smwhere)
[ ] I like sneezing.

right. so margaux ith the great didnt come to school on wednesday due to food poisoning?! lala, i shant comment on anything. cuz im like really nice. hahah. she's sick whatttt (note the pun :P)

damn, my feet hurt and i think im down with a cold which is very irritating. and so freaking uncomfortable! gah :/ how to do hmwork properly like tht you tell me -.-

stupid mom.
mondays are nice. slack and yet fufilling.

About ur night last night?
nth much.

About ur morning?
church and pool.

About ur breakfast?
bread?

About ur lunch?
milk. and nth else.

About ur activity today?
try to do my chinese lor.

About ur mood today?
soso.

About ur study?
okay lah. i want to do better.

About ur Love?
my love? kept in my heart.

About ur Phone?
beside me.

About your last sms received?
weijie

Last sms to?
haiyuan

Last movie did u watch?
long time ago.

Last night?
boring and tired.

Last magazine did u read?
8days

Last song did u hear?
eh cant rmb.

Last person did u meet?
my sis most probably.

About ur day?
uh like every other sunday.

About yesterday?
this qn sounds repeated wth.

About tomorrow?
great, if im meeting smone tht is.

About your life?
unlucky. but lucky.

Most Favorite moment today?
scolding steven.

What you wearing?
whtever im wearing at home everyday?

Saddest time on this week?
eh dno.

Most wanted person today?
(: you.

Most wanted food today?
dont talk to me abt food.

JODIE FOO IS DAMN FUNNNNNNNY OMG IM LAUGHING LIKE _ NOW. BLAHH. AND SEAROUND AND GASROUND AND ADDSTOMACH. OMG LAH. HILARIOUS. okay i shall go and laugh like now. later still must buy otak and green light. with free supplies of ketchup. HAHA. okay nvm -.-

i think lking at the banana peel as it rots is fun!
and im slow today! like every other day (: YAY

1.Can you flirt?
- i dont think so.

2.Have you kissed before?
- hahah, you say leh?

3.Are you annoyed with anyone?
- uh huh

4.Do u prefer being single/in a relationship?
- both has its pros and cons! im neutral.

5.Crushing/Like Anyone ?
- love someone you mean?

6.Do u like seeing yourself naked?
- that is super retarded. BIAN TAI! :p bleah.

7.Who do you miss most?
- you lor. who else?

8.Who do u think is the hottest among all your ex-boyfriends / ex-girlfriends ?
- no ex.

9.Who do u think is the stupidest celebrity around?
- celebrity? quite a few but i cant rmb who alrdy.

10.How do u break up with your bf/gf?
- no ex luh i dont to have any anyw! (:

11.Can u breakdance better than the guys / girls?
- haha nope.

12.What do u hate most about yourself?
- for being stupid. okay no, being stupid is fun.

13.If one day u were 2 wake up bald, what would u do?
- omg i'll scream and cry lah and hide myself from the whole world.

14.What is the worst death imaginable?
- urgh. a lot. they are damn gross can.

15.Do you believe in fate or destiny?
- yep. FATE is what comes a lot in between.

6.Do u play guys / girls?
- NO -.-

17.Do u like making out with your bf/gf?
- erm?

18.Name one song that best describes one situation u're in.
- aiyah i lazy go find.

19.If u could be in a sitcom/drama, which would it be?
- whichever.

20.What if a lot of people has a crush on him / her ?
- if he rly likes me, he wont be at all interested in those people. at least thats wht i think :/

21.What's the sweetest thing he/she have done to u?
- a lot.

22.What would be the ideal gift for your bf/gf?
- uh hahah i shall be rly thick skin and say MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

23.What would u do if your crush confesses that he/she likes u?
- hahah i no crush!

24.What would u do if your bf/gf is taking drugs?
- wtf? he wont and cant and will not cuz i dont choose guys who take drugs. yay (:

25.What was the last movie u watched?
- stick it.

26.Have u matchmaked anyone before?
- DUH im like so nice and kaypoh.

27.Has anyone matchmaked u before?
- yeah sobs x( bernice lee loves doing that DIESNT SHE. all the church guys all can link unto me.

28.Have u seen anyone from the opposite gender naked?
- yeah my dad when i was young and my bro.

29.Where do you keep your thoughts about him / her ?
- heart mind soul. everywhere?

30.What are 3 things that u need to make you happy?
- phone
- computer
- swimming/running/enough sleep!

i LOVEEEEEEEEE today! i like fridays :D
teranjit love today too! but thts because she saw too many hot guys in acsi. nope not guys from acsi but from acs barker -.- maybe she nose bled many times tonight. hahah!

01. What time is it now?
10.42

02. What are you doing?
msning and this.

03. Thinking of Anyone?
like always.

04. Are you Happy/Blur/Sad?
tired.

05. Why?
because you dont need a reason to be.

06. What is the last thing you ate?
bread.

07. Last thing that you've heard that made you cry?
dont want to rmb.

10. Whats the last movie that made you cry?
eh i cnt rmb.

12. Who do you wish to be by your side?
asdfgl <3

13. Regretted anything in this month?
think so.

14. Did you fall in love/out of love in this month?
not this month definitely.

15. Who was the last person you talked to?
haiyuan.

16. Who was the last person you hugged?
you, thts who.

17. Who was the last person you sms?
haiyuan.

18. What did you dream of today?
rojak. as in alot of diff ppl and stuff add together. then become so weird and doesnt make sense rojak kinda thing. YEPP.

19. Who can make you laugh?
asdfgl!

20. Who always takes care of you?
peopleeeeeeee.

21. Anyone you know is in pain?
like physically or mentally?

24. What happen?
complicating.

25. What do you wanna do before you die?
lets think of smth more positive shall we?

26. What song is stuck in your head?
no song. my mind's blank.

27. What song are you listening now?
nope.

28. Worried about anyone?
yeah. you lor you lor.

29. What age do you wanna get married?
20 smth lah.

30. How many children do you want?
like 2-3? :/

31.Where do you wanna go for Honeymoon?
dno.

32. Any plans in this 2 month?
see how it goes each day.

33. Describe a perfect wedding?
with the perfect guy you love.

34. Describe a perfect Date?
with your bf lah! tht makes every date perfect le mah.

35. Where would you like to go for Holiday?
dno leh.

36. Do you play instrument?
nope.

38. Do you have a band?
nah. can i? :D

39. What song do you want to listen to?
sad ones. haha. they make me happy (:

40. Wish you could die?
no.

41. Do you give up easily?
NOPE i dont think so.

42. Do you know anyone that acts like a kid?
me?

44. Do you know anyone that is rude?
uh huh.

45. What's the sweetest thing anyone ever done?
HEH. alot of sweet stuff okay!

47. Any sweet unforgetful memories with your Ex?
nope no ex. and i hope i wont have any.

48. Honestly.. Which Ex did you love the most?
-.-

49. Who do you want to be hugged by?
do i look like i'll tell you :p

50. Single or Taken?
my heart's alrdy taken. and locked away.

the terror and trauma has yet to end.

1 letter from your name .
- r

1 thing that you are thinking .
- dno leh.

1 place you would like to be now .
- nowhere.

1 thing that is infront of you .
- papers.

1 name that is in your mind .
- ASDFGL!

1 thing that make you go mad .
- WHEN SMONE FREAKING GET THE WRONG IDEA AND MISUNDERSTAND ME. i'll explode.

1 thing that make your day today .
- just one phone call. but of course from smone.

1 thing that make you mad today .
- laughing fits.

1 thing that attracts you .
- eh i dno.

1 thing that make you sad .
- seeing myself sad makes me sad.hahhaa.

1 person you wish to see .
- asdfgl.

1 of your idol .
- zhiyang? torres, owen, villa! IDOLS OKAY!

1 song that you just heard .
- eh. nvr hear any song for a long time.

1 movie that you had seen lately .
- scary movie 4. xP

1 guy/girl that attracts you lately .
- hahahah.who else!

1 person you last seen .
- myself.

1 person you last went out with .
- my family.

1 person that you cant forget abt .
- MEEEEEEEE.

1 style of your favourite .
- i no style lah. just sui sui bian bian wear lor.

1 food that you love to eat .
- ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i cant think of any food now.

1 gift that you want to give to somebody .
- gift? eh?

1 thing that you cant forget, 1 yr before .
- a year before? i wont forget the year!

because, you're the only one i ever wanted.

im bloggin because joe wants me to.
and he wants me to blog abt his amazing fishes which he bought on sunday. i wnat to do my hmwork! x(














his BELOVED catfish -.- but actually quite pretty lah. but due to some reasons we shall now be in memory of noname, like i said, beLOVED (:















his stingray! i think its not very er nice lking. hes called SPOTTY. HAHAHAH. im amused!














the rainbow shark! joe said they are grumpy but fine ones. but they lk so tame and pretty! i like! :D


this is the black ghost knife fish. joe called THEM ze and bra. how erm, interesting. hha.


PIPEFISH. yuck, im grossed out. haha but it has a cute name - pinnochio.



















cichlids! they're quite cute yknw :p they are small lil fishes tht are damn active, according to joseph.


mountain shrimps are called mountain shrimps because they are shrimps from the mountain. as quoted from joseph ng -.-

theres still the puffer fish which isnt avaliable. they are fat, BOM BOM and spiky. LOL! he also has an eel called "UNAGI" o.0 and theres a few more i guess. so thts all folks.
final conclusion: josephng has many many weird fishes with weird names. the only name i like is PINNOCHIO. catfish, cichlids and the rainbow sharks lk the nicest out of all. yay.

smtimes, i wish i hadn't think or read too much into it. because, i'll just find myself hurt or upset. i tend to screw things up, without knowing or knowing.
and im rly into this reflecting stuff, all of the sudden. and i dno how to open my mouth to my mum abt wednesday! shit :/

and jodiefoo! i knw my laughing fits can like last forever. but you must tell me more jokes lah. omg. today i was telling my sister abt it and halfway through, i was alrdy laughing like shit liao. hahah BLAH!

A - AVAILABLE?
- nah

B - BEST FRIENDS?
- quek. jieqi. teran. rachelONG.

C - CELEBRITY CRUSH?
- does soccer players count?

D - DOGS NAME?
- huh?

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO?
- ASDFGLand jieqi. and quek and rachel! aiyah a lot.

F - FAVORITE SINGER?
- zhiyang. YAY. okay lah jaychou can.

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?
- BOTHBOTHBOTH!! gummies will do (:

H - HOMETOWN?
- right here.

I - INSTRUMENT?
- i like drums. i like guitar. but i cant play both D:

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?
- er cant rmb.

M - MILK FLAVOR?
- choc.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?
- older bro younger sis.

O- ONE WISH?
- see everybody happy happy. HAHA (:

P - PERSON WHO LAST TEXTED YOU?
- haiyuan ;D

Q - FAVOURITE QUOTE.
- wahpiang eh! wl. shit.

R- REASON TO SMILE?
- because of you!

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD
- superwoman

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP?
- 6am

U - UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME?
- random?

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE?
- er -.-

W - WORST HABIT(S)?
- shit i cnt think of any, hahha. means i dont have many habits!

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?
- one only - for my ankle.

Y - YUMMY FOOD?
- many.

Z - ZODIAC SIGN?
- monkey :/

today's the 14th of this month!
GRINS :D yay hahah.

1)Is your display name from a song?:
` from inspiration, but i come to realise its a song too :D

2) Do you have over 100 friends?:
` yep

3) Do you have at least 100 testimonials?
` 1000 over you mean? :P

4) Do you get 1-3 testimonial every day?
` yeah.

5) Do you have a song?:
` like a lot? o.0

WOULD YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS
1) Sleep in the same bed?:
` yeah, nothing wrong with that what!

2) Rob a bank?:
` no -.-

3) Team up together and kill someone?:
` siao, thts super silly. alliteration! haha im crazy over alliteration nowadays.

IN YOUR ROOM
1) Do you have a wood floor or carpet?:
` floor.

2) Are your walls painted bright colors?:
` nah. i dont like those bright colours for a room. so fugly.

3) Do you have artwork hanging up on the wall?:
` no, im a simple person, really.

4) Do you have clothes on the floor?:
` nah.

5) Do you have stuffed animals?:
` have it but like you say, i stuffffffffed them elsewhere.

6) Do you have a hidden stash of candy?:
` haha no lah

7) Do you have your own TV?:
` nah but having 3 in your house is more than enough.

8) Do you have over 100 CDs?:
` nope.

9) Do you have a bunch of pictures of bands and celebrities?
` haha no. i dont go crazy over such stuff. wellll, maybe i do but i dont collect. okay wait. nvm :p

WOULD YOU EVER
1) sing a solo?:
` im always singing alone in sch. haha my frnds just stone and lk at me cannnnnnn

2) Take an hour-long shower?:
` NO. not even 20 mins.

3) Smoke pot just to be cool?:
` ew. smoking is like rly stupid.

4) Spend all night on homework?:
` all night? yah. heh

DO YOU LIKE
1) More than one person?:
` like? of course lah! all my frnds and dno who who leh!

2) Daisies?:
` DAISIES! PRETTYPRETTY <3

3) To get your nails done?
` not rly. so ma fan. i knw margaux ith love it. penicure and manicure and dno wht cure. she needs doctor cure more likely :D

4) Music?:
` i love it lah.

5) Black raspberry ice cream?:
` er not particularly :/

6) The beach?:
` soso lor. like very dirty leh, heheh.

7) Cat?
` nt rly too.

NOW
1)Is your hair up?:
` nope, its still wet and damp.

2)Is your phone right beside you?:
` how you knw?!

3)Do you wish you were somewhere?
` of course i do. with ASDFGL. yay (:

4)Are you cold?:
` ytd i was.

5)Are you excited?:
` haha for wht! unless im going out tmr or meeting smone which i am NOT.

6)Are you watching t.v?
` nah.

7)Who's the last person you SMSed?:
` haiyuan :D

8)Recently done anything you regret?:
` eh not rly. dont think so.

9)Ever lied?:
` yeah duh.

10)Ever trip over your own feet?:
` haha yes. im clumsy x(

11)Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?:
` i felt like throwing up D:

THIS WEEK
1)Have any plans?:
` no.

2)Tomorrow?
` nah it'll just be a very ordinary day.

3)Have you yelled at someone?:
` yelled? er no.

4)Have you cried?
` yes until ytd i finally nvr cry for a day. so happy okay.

5)Have you called more than 3 people?:
` i suppose so.

6)Have you SMSed more than 3 people?:
` nah its always the sameeeeeee person

RANDOM
1. First thing you did this morning?:
` xiao bian, LALA.

2. Do you consider yourself pretty?
` yah. i so do -.-

4. What's something you look forward to in the next 6 weeks?
` nothing much.

5. What's annoying you right now?
` truth.

IM SLOW I KNOW :D

so i almost lost my wallet today. or maybe i shld correct myself and say i lost it but in the end i found it. at the GO. heh. so paiseh. i feel very gong lah bleah. it was during recess then i was looking for ytd's papers and i placed my wallet at the table near first. so aft i failed to find the newspapers i wanted, i left FORGETTING ABT MY WALLET -.- yeah typical me. and the best thing was i didnt even realise until lunch came.
felt damn panicky and all i keep saying was shitshitshit and diediedie. hahah. then LUCKY i went to ask the office if any kind soul returned it. and to my extreme relieve, mr tan saw it and yah. yayyyyyyyyyyy.

yay i feel better. right at this moment ONLY i guess. cuz tmr shall come more tearing and i dno wht else. all the crap tht comes.

stupid tears go away. i dont need you.

so near yet so far. man, i hate tht feeling. despairing and everything, thts all i can do. so helpless lah i knw -.-

RED- ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
i want to but then again its my fault as well so i cant be.

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
my mum, my sis and me. HEHEH

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
yah

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
no. it turns black.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
yell to get them all out. or tell everythign to smone.

ORANGE- EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party foryou?
how i wish (:

2. Are you easily excited?
most of the times! haha.

3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
F.R.I.D.A.Y

4. Which of your friends is most excitable?
i have simple no idea.

5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought?
put most of it in the bank. yay so politically right i knw.

6. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
a hug! seriously.

YELLOW - SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name:
rachel.

2. Where were you born?
singapore.

3. What's your main goal in life?
do what to do and acheive what i want luh.

4. Do you want to have children?
ehh heheh, yes i love kids.

5. How do you want to die?
lets not even think abt it.

GREEN - OPINIONS

1. Gay marriage?
SAY NO.

2. Lower the drinking age?
make it higher lah alamak

3. Capital Punishment?
hmm? :/

4. Abortion?
URGH. NONONO. simply disgusting. gross me out lah. the video was too much for me to take. yuck.

5. Recycling?
of course :D

PURPLE - LOVE

1. Do you love someone?
YEP

2. Do you have a crush?
its not crush xP

3. Who is the best hugger that you know?
hhahaha. definitely asdfgl.

4. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no -.- thts so fairytale

Q&A
Q: How many beds were you in yesterday?
A: one lah aiyoh

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: white.

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
A: sms!

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A: quite a lot.

Q: I can't wait till...?
A: friday YAY. i hope things dont screw AGAIN. or i'll cry, really.

Q: Who got you to join Friendster?
A: eh i dont know leh.

Q: Is your crush on your friends list?
A: yes but crush is the wrong term.

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: window -.-

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most?
A: friendster and blogs.

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: hahah nah.

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: eh no.

Q: What city was your last taxi ride in?
A: i cant even rmb when was my last taxi ride.

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
A: yeah (:

1 You're male or female?
homo or rather bisexual

2 Are you wearing a necklace?
nah im not exactly an accessories kind of girl.

3 Does your computer have a mouse?
-.- yeah

4 You always hang around with how many ppl?
i dno leh.

5 Are you single?
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhha

6 What color is your fav shirt?
aiyoh blue.

7 How many bedrooms do you have in your hse?
3

8 What is ur fav song?
alot! but defnitely theyre chinese songs

9 What was the last mall you've been to?
coro.

10 Now are you alone?
im at home.

11 Last thing you ate..?
i dno. too lazy to even think.

12 Who was the last person 2 come over to ur hse?
huh -.-

13 Do you love ur friends?
yep

14 What time is it?
6.34pm

15 What will u do when you're free?
sms, msn, read, think of er, ppl. yeah.

16 Who is the last person who chat you?
haiyuan. (;

17 Did you go out to eat yesterday?
yup.

18 What are you thinking about right now?
a lot of not so happy stuff.

19 What color are your pants r u wearing nw?
pink :/

20 What color is your keyboard?
black.

21 What do you feel like eating/drinking?
i dont feel hungry.

22 Are you in college?
soon when i reach 17.

23 Are you bored?
kind of.

24 What color is your toothbrush?
blue and green.

25 Do you wear glasses?
yah

26 What color are your shoes?
wht shoes?

27 Last thing u drank..?
plain water.

28 What color are your eyes?
dark brown

29 Who is your favorite person?
hahha. who else!

30 What are you doing right now?
this.

31 Do you have lip gloss on?
nah

32 Do u use it often?
i nvr used it unless theres a performance.

33 Do you have eyeliner on?
NO

34 Do you have a cut on your pointer finger?
nope

35 Where is your cell phone?
beside me.

36 Do you have any friends named Robbie?
nah

37 Have you ever dated anyone named Tom?
haha nooo.

38 Do you have any friends named Nikki?
no.

39 Are you afraid of the dark?
not rly.

40 Did you use to watch horrer movie?
i'd be freaked.

41 Have you ever drank?
eh i dont think so.

42 Ever felt gay/lez?
hahah no although i can act like one :D

43 Did u ever talk bad about anyone of ur frens?
its gossip please.

44 Do you watch All That on Nickelodeon?
nah

45 Are you related to William Hung?
ew. noo.

46 Do you love someone right now?
YYYYYYYYYYYYYES.

47 Does he/she know?
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYES, yay. haha.

48 Name the person you love?
you lor.

49 Will u cry if the person u love rejected u?
ill cry and cry and cry.

50 Did you tried sexual before?
-.-

I NEED TO TALK TO QUEK! x(

Song playing at the moment?
} 半岛铁盒

One reason for living?
} because theres you and my frnds.

Do you think you're ok?
} not rly.

Accessories you usually wear?
} watch.

Last place you went to?
} church

Last person you went out with?
} i dno.

The most exciting sport?
} swimming lah.

Any piercings?
} no -.-

Act on stage before?
} yeah

Struck by lightning before?
} er no.

Danced with your loved one before?
} haha i suck at dancing. and i dont want to.

Ever wished you could turn back time?
} YES PLEASE. i desperately want to turn back time.

One song that's meaningful to you?
} aiyah i lazy go think.

What will you be doing tomorrow?
} sch, trng.

Ever thought of robbing a bank?
} no. i wish i could murder.

One thing you totally regret doing/done?
} many things.

Do people like you?
} yah. hahah.

What do you wish to happen now?
} tht i disappear.

Do people think you're weird?
} yeah they say tht everyday.

Most important thing in your room?
} my bed.

Last television show watched?
} er dno.

Who is the person you want to see right now?
} shant say who.

Ever called a person useless?
} me.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
} no.

what did you do last night before you slept?
} watch soccer.

what did u do this morning when you wake up?
} go church

do you enjoy being alone?
} smtimes.

i have to thank rachelong. i didnt tell her anything and she didnt ask more. but at the end, she said to me no matter wht happens, she'll be here to lend me her shoulder. thts probably the most encouraging and sweetest thing a friend can say. i almost teared again.
and bernicelee. the first one whom i cld tell everything to. and she didnt say anything but whtever she has said, makes me feel less helpless. which was rly helps a lot.

i do have to count myself fortunate for having frnds like them by my side.
jieqi also! for her numerous pats on my head. hahha :D although all she knws is im sad, heh.

半岛铁盒

读者：呀，小姐请问一下是否有卖半岛铁盒？
店员：有呀。只要你转第二台架上就有啊。
读者：呀，谢谢。
店员：拜拜。

走廊灯关上 书包放 走到房间窗外望
回想刚买的书 一本名叫半岛铁盒
放在床 边堆好多 第一页第六页第七页序
我永远 都想不到陪我看这书的你会要走
不再是 不再有 现在已经看不到
铁盒的钥匙孔 透了光 看见它 锈了好久
好旧好旧 外面的灰尘包围了我
好暗好暗 铁盒的钥匙我找不到

放在糖果旁的是我 很想回忆的甜
然而过滤了你和我 沦落而成美
沉在盒子里的是你 给我的快乐
我很想记得可是我记不得

为什么这样子 你拉着我 说你有些犹豫
怎么这样子 雨还没停 你就撑伞要走
已经习惯 不去阻止你 过好一阵子 你就会回来
印象中的爱情好像顶不住那时间

为什么这样子 你看着我说你已经决定
我拉不住你 他的手应该比我更暖
铁盒的序 变成了日记 变成了空气 演化成回忆
印象中的爱情好像顶不住那时间 所以你弃权

店员：有呀。只要你转第二台架上就有啊。
读者：呀，谢谢。
店员：拜拜。

只能用时间来证明，你是错的.

im getting influenced aft reading some blogs
cuz apparently, they can blog abt almost everything.
i wonder how they do it though.
i shall try aft not properly blogging abt my messed up life for so many months.

listening to 一路向北 right now is so wrong.it just makes me more sad. but then again, i like that song a lot (: okay im supposed to be sad now and not smile. ytd was rly stupid. my mind was so damn jumbled up and i dont even knw how i shld feel aft everything. and so my mum called me during recess and blah. it was damn scary so i called her back and she say she wants to meet me aft school at orchard to do some serious talk.
and i knew i was dead from then. i mean like what else can be so serious other than _? and so throughout recess, phy lesson and chinese i was not myself. i look so pale dead and my stomach was lurching like crazy. its hard to even imagine the terror i felt rising in me when sch ended.
then when i finalyl met my mum for lunch i tried to pretend everything's alright but of course im not a good enough actor. she started asking me if i want to go swensen or hans or marche. and im like o.0 we hardly ever, or rather never, go these places to eat unless on special occasions so it just makes me more scared than ever. like wahpiang can. so nvm i say go food court eat. so then even when we eat she also nvr say anything but i knw its gonna be later.
and i was right obviously. then i realise why she wants to go to swensens and such places cuz itis more quiet. okay then like yah talk cry talk cry. disappointment. guilt. upset.

its not like i dont feel bad. i do the guilt in me is gonna burst soon. i knw i rly disappoint my mum aft all she has high expectations in me and i just, just didnt make her feel proud of me. THEN AGAIN, she makes it seem like it was a huge thing. she keep hovering on studies and yah sex -.- like helo?! sex is so aft marriage please. she wouldnt believe anything and i tried talking into her which failed apparently. she makes sweeping statements and generalised people. not everybody's the same and my fate and hers are diff. i guess almost al lher experiences turned out to be bad. thats why she THINKS that MINE fate and life and who i meet will be the SAME as hers. she keep insisting that shes right that it wouldnt last forever. and i was almost screaming at her that i DO put my studies as priority but of course she is just dammit adamant.

im not giving up on studies thats pretty obvious. NEITHER am i giving up on other stuff. fine, friends it shall be. but you cant stop the feelings and the emotional part. its nth you me and who can control. so thats that.
and thank you jodie! i bet you were damn relieved that there was absolute no calls for you ytd aftnoon right!? she knws everything alrdy anyw. i knw its so omg-ish. blame it on my luck.

walking back
hurt, way beyond bearing.

cry the tears out.
&. they'll still fall_

damn. death is so the word.

yay jodiefoo rock.
shes now outside with beep and helping me buy smth.
hahah.
ohyah ask him to shut up! (:
rly very noisy lah. talk talk talk then i couldnt hear your voice -.-

anyw thankyou thankyou! :D
i love you.
i shall give you a big big hug when i see you tmr!
i knw youre lking forward :p

What's your name ?
- rachel!

If you could live forever, would you ?
- nah.

What time is it ?
- 4pm exactly.

Do you have anything in your pocket ?
- nope.

If so, what is it ?
-

When did you last take a shower/bath ?
- an hour ago.

How long is your hair ?
- shoulder length.

Do you like coconuts ?
- er hai hao lah. WEIRD QUESTION :D

Do you collect any weird objects ?
- haha not rly.

What's your favourite ice cream flavour ?
- cookiesn'cream! vanilla and yah manymany (:

Is "Guess what" really a question ?
- can be statement.

Have you ever thought of something funny, laughed, and had people look at you funny?
- A LOT OF TIMES. everyday in school at least like 3 times okay. blah.

Do you bite your nails ?
-last time x(

Where do you go grocery shopping ?
- ntuc

What's your favourite fruit ?
- wah a lot. can ask jia min!

Do you like white, dark, or milk chocolate ?
- milkk

Gosh, my tummy hurts, does yours ?
- ohman how lame is this. mine doesnt.

How many houses have you lived in ?
- 3rd.

Do you prefer peanuts or almonds ?
- none. ergh.

Do you like your jeans loose or tight ?
- just alright.

Can you cook ?
- a bit.

Do you usually dream at night ?
- smtimes

What are your dreams about ?
- cant rmb! but it always doesnt make sense.

Do you prefer peppermint or spearmint ?
- none whatsoever.

Do you talk on the phone a lot ?
- quite i guess. haha

What kind of car do you drive ?
- cant drive!

If you don't have one, what kind do you want ?
- -.- BU ZHI DAO.

Do you curse ?
- yyyyyyah. but hardly lah.

Do you like lemonade ?
- soso

Sweet or salt?
- sweet.

Chocolate or hard candy ?
- chocolate.

What song do you know every word to ?
- currently its superwoman. HEH

Do you wear make-up daily ?
- eeeee no makeup.

Do you usually chew on straws ?
- last time.

Do you get on xanga/myspace daily ?
- nah

What kind of shoes do you wear ?
- walking shoes LUH haha

Do you get annoyed when people TYPE LiKETHiS ?
- YES. very.

Do you type like that ?
- yEaH mAn I sO tYpE lIkE tHiS. wahpiang! damn tiring.

Have you ever been whistled at while walking outside ?
- lala wld you have believed if i said yes?

Did you like this ?
- like wht thing?

001.] Change your eye color, what color would they be?
- i still want my original colour!

[002.] Have any hair color in the world, which color?
- still black :p

[003.] Instantly be fluent in one language, which language and why?
- english? cuz thats how life is.

[004.] Instantly be able to play an instrument, which instrument and why?
- er. haha recorder -.-

[005.] Get any job in the world and be good at it too, which job would it be?
- dno?

[006.] Live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
- as long as im with ppl i like and love.

[007.] Join any band, which band would it be?
- then i rather create my own luh

[008.] Have any superpower, what would it be and why?
- er no superpower?

[009.] Relive one of your favorite memories, which one would it be?
- heheh i shant say :p

[010.] Magically alter any aspect of your appearance without any pain whatsoever, what would you do?
- longer legs yay.

[011.] Eliminate one bug from the planet, which one and why?
- please eliminate all.

[012.] Bring any TV shows that went off the air back, which ones would you bring back?
- eh?

[013.] You were president, what changes would you make to your country?
- hahah. nvr thought of it.

[014.] Could become an animal, which animal would you be?
- eee no thanks.

[015.] Eliminate any class from your schedule, which would it be and why?
- ART because i suck at it.

[016.] Eliminate one season, which one and why?
- i like all the seasons!

[017.] Improve one of your five senses, which one would you improve?
- my ears. i think im deaf but jodie's worse. haha.

[018.] Instantly become famous, what would you want to be famous for?
- for being me?

[019.] Change your name, what would you change it too?
- i like my name thankyouverymuch.

[020.] Paint your room, what colors would it be?
- eh colours that blend?

[021.] Be an instant millionaire, what would you do with the money?
- spend some save some give some.

[022.] Meet any famous person, who would you meet?
- many soccer players!

[023.] Master one school subject, which subject would you choose and why?
- i want choose all.

[024.] Visit any planet, no matter how far or how bad living conditions are, which would you visit?
- er no thanks.

[025.] Spend an unlimited amount of money in any one store, which store would it be?
- -.-

[026.] Go back to one of your younger ages, what age would you be again and why?
- this age is not bad mah.

[027.] Get one piercing and/or tattoo without any pain, what would you get?
- EW nonono way.

19 ways to keep a girl.

1. Dont force her to do anything.
[She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward]
eh this is so not true?

2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other.
[She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel like you want her]

3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
[It makes her feel like you really love her.]

4. Cuddle with her.
[She'll feel like your there for her]

5. Hug her from behind
[It makes her feel special]

6. Write little notes.
[She smiles. They're cute; The end]

7. Compliment her Honestly.
[No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her]
haha, who likes liars?

8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
[It makes her feel wanted]

9. Be super sweet to her.
[All girls like a super sweet guy]

10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
[She'll go to bed with a smile]

11. Comfort her when she cries.
[She'll feel like you'll ALWAYS be there for her]

12.Wipe away her tears
[It'll show you'll always be there]

13. Love her with all your heart.
[Not with your brain... or your dick] -.-

14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it).
er. this is a rly weird way to keep a girl. i dont think its true okay!

15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). [Every girl loves a guy who is a gentleman]
hahah i dont think singaporeans are that particular in such stuff.

16. DON'T let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her
[& it'll make her feel like you aren't really there for her]

17. Take her for a long walk at night!
[She just wants to be alone. & that's not always bad. The world can be annoying sometimes &you just need to be alone.]

18. When it's cold outside hold her close
[You want her to be happy & she's happy in your arms]

19. Draw on or rub her back as she is tryin to rest or sleep
[This just feels good HAHA!] {not with a pen you idiot, with your finger}

GERMANY GO FOR IT! (:
portugal can be the hei ma for this worldcupo6.
i seriously hope they thrash stupid france tmr.
yay

1. what do you do when you're mad?
- i cry i want to scream and die and i swear.

2. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
- shit. haha i dno! :/

3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
- no lah. i cry only.

4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
- nope.

5. do you curse when you're mad?
- yeah heheh.

Crying Section*
1. last time you cried your heart out ?
- wednesday. x(

2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
- uh huh.

3. ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
- i dont have tht habit(:

4. do you cry when you get an injury?
- last time. hahah.

5. do certain songs make you cry?
- perhaps.

Pain Section*.
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
- hmm i dno.

2. how depressed can you get?
- rly depressed. nobody can talk into my head cuz im mentally stubborn. yay.

*Happy Section*
1. how much do u smile?
- almost every one or two hours.

2. what can make you happy?
- a lot.

3. do you wish you were happier?
- yeah.

4. what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?
- depends who.

Love Section*.
1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
- hahaha. yes.

2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
- everyday.

3.have you loved someone so much, it made you cry?
- er. isnt loving smone a happy thing?

4.has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
- yah :/

Hate Section*
1. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
- broke my heart? yeah.

2. do you hate Bush?
- hhaha. for wht?

Self-Esteem Section*
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
- not rly. i think it shld be super high. haha

2. do you believe in yourself?
- smtimes lo.

3. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty?
- its either sarcastic or i'll disagree.

4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly,dumb, and fat?
- huh? think who?

5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
- eh no o.0

6. are you happy with who you are?
- guess so.

How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?
- ONE! but still is.

` Do you believe that everyone has a soul- mate?
- uh huh.

` Do you think that you should become friends with someone first?
- uh yeah.

` Have you ever had your heart broken?
- nah. and i dont want to :/

` What do you think about long-distance relationships?
- long distance? eh not very ke kao.

` Your thoughts on online relationships?
- er not sure.

` Would you rather date someone five years older or five years younger?
- OLDER DUH!

` Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
- hmm. i think so?

` Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?
- nah.

` Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt & you cried?
- loving smone doesnt hurt (:

` How many kids do you want to have?
- HAHAH.

` Is there someone who you like at the moment?
- love you mean?

` Do you usually fall for a wrong guy/girl or the right guy/girl?
- i think i shall only fall ONCE for the RIGHT one.

` What is your favorite color?
- like orange limegreen black and many.

` What are your views on gay marriages?
- EW. say no.

` Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- nah. er i think

` Have you ever given or been given roses?
- been give yeah. my nice nice angel!

` Are you the one who makes the move or do you wait for them to make the move?
- heh wait. im a patient person. dont you know? :DD

` What is your all time favorite romance movie?
- romance comedy bah.

` Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you remarry after they died & you were
married for 60 years?
- noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

` At what age did you start noticing the opposite/same sex?
- -.-

` What song do you want played as you walk down the aisle?
- hahahaha. how i knw!

Are most high school kids infatuated or in love?
- some some.

What was your first love like?
- first love? was?! i dont think i HAD a first before.

How long's the longest you've ever liked someone?
- tht time abt 4 years?

Would you give up everything for love?
- depends!

Will your life be incomplete without love?
- everybody would.

What do you notice first in a guy/girl?
- their character. like seriously!

What do you like most about your crush?
- everything. wht crush anyw :P

Do you like someone?
- more than tht.

Want to get married?
- hahha er NOW?!

To?
- xp! shant say.

Last person who hugged you?
- heh happens to be YOU

RAH.
HOW CAN FRANCE WIN?!

now nothing to watch le lah.
the only hope is on germany and portugal.
yay i love c.ronaldo.

Rachel
Craze SixTEEN
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